Titel
Ghost Ways
Project name / Place
Metamorphosis: Topography of Absence 2023 - Düsseldorf, DE
Category
[Installations View]
[Work]
[Text]
Year
2023


Once, I set out on a path toward my past — but the past remained where it was, while the place itself had already changed beyond return. The sudden farewell to someone I loved caused even the place to which I might have returned to vanish, leaving behind an immeasurable emptiness. The memory of that endless walking, sunk in deep mourning, I have translated into a devastated landscape — a landscape in which the world beneath my feet seemed to give way. The space is covered with raw earth, which rises here and there into small mounds. Scattered upon it are the objects of A Kafkaesque Being Savoring the Earth's Warmth — bodiless husks, as though a being had shed its skin and departed. In these objects, Kafka's metamorphosis is reversed: it is no longer the human who becomes a creature, but rather that which once designated the human as a tool, now left behind as an empty shell. Some rise above the earth; others withdraw into it. They linger on the threshold between the buried and the visible. The crunch of earth and stone beneath the visitors' steps is at once a remembrance of solitude and a proof of existence — each footfall leaves a trace, and for a moment that trace rewrites the place that has disappeared. The large window opens onto living trees. It stands open. This opening is neither a mere wall of separation nor a simple mirror: it is a passage through which time continues to flow, even as the space holds still. The tension between the motionless earth within and the living world outside is not a resolution — it is the precise condition of mourning: life goes on, even when we are not yet ready. A rhythm that permits no mourning erases human time. The feeling of loss can neither be deleted like data nor conveniently archived; regret and longing remain, and their distillation demands a time that resists all efficiency. Within a present pervaded by exploitation and exhaustion, this slow walking becomes a practice in itself — a walking that empties the head, that empties the mind, that offers loss a space in which it may at last become what it is. In resistance to that efficiency, I bring the visitors to pause upon this dry earth. Whoever enters this space is no longer a fixed observer — they become a ghost: a being who moves freely through time and space, standing upon the loss of the past while holding the possibility of the future in view. Ghosts do not submit to physical separation. The moment the audience begins to wander across this topography of absence, the space of empty husks fills with living trajectories of movement — and the map of absence is completed only through their footsteps. Ghost Way is not a path back. It is the most honest passage we can find through loss.
Acrylic, mixed media, and collage on canvas, 200 x 190 cm, 2023 / A Kafkaesque Being Savoring the Earth's Warmth, wax, polyurethane, plant, fabric, 2023